lincolnkw | I am suckage with the posting!

I am so being a lazy ass since getting home. Reading, grabbing a bite to eat, music.

Waste of space tonight. That's me.

On a fun-bit-o-info note. Cute little Adam, he of Mickey D's, came into the store today. Haven't seen him since he quit. Almost didn't recognise him. He's grown a goatee (yum) with no moustache (yummier) and let his hair go dark again. Said hi.

Grump. He's way too young for me, just turned 18. I don't even want to think about him until he's 21. Dating won't start unless you're legal, boys. I'd prefer you closer to my age, say around 25 or so. that's close, shut up! Until then you are simply fun to look at and flirt with, but that's all.

Except for Lance, I'd be all over him like white on rice. Howie's the perfect age. Beautiful, too. JC also.

I am so looking forward to Tuesday when Music Boy comes in so I can grill him on his gifts, he was expecting import CDs and promised to share. Hmmm, he's a cutie too, in a mature way. Stable, that's always nice.

And like Kare, I am finding myself missing the companionship of an SO. I blame it entirely on the season. The holidays are aimed directly for families (of which I went and visited) and couples (of which I am not).
I haven't been part of a couple since I discovered my lover was carrying on behind my back (for the last 4 months, no less) with my best friend. AND that most of our friends knew and never said anything. I didn't talk to either one of them for a year. And then my ex- was still scared of me, he hasn't really said anything to me since then. Guilty much?

Bitter for ages after that. I decided to screw relationships and just keep it on the sexual level for awhile. Fun. Then boring. Just pretty much put both on the back burner. Ready to dust myself off and plunge into the dating pool again.

If only I didn't live up here. The only things to do are drink, hunt, snowmobile and get pregnant. None of which I do. Or can do, in the case of the last.

I'm supposed to be listening to the 1776 Cast Recording (damn you, Ian!) but have gotten sidetracked by The Life. I want Joey to record a Broadway album. He needs to sing "Mr. Greed."

And as soon as I figure out how to post pics I'll have a couple of pretty JC!tummy pics to post for